they gave me drugs to ease the pain

[my accident this past weekend]

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but they don’t even know my name…

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but no dreams to go to sleep,

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but not a tissue when i weep,

and now i sit here here really drained,
just trying to make it through the week,

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but no dreams to go to sleep,

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but they told me not share,

they put the bottle in my name
& made sure they kept it there,

so that they have someone to blame,
when all they do is stop and stare,

they gave HER drugs cuz she’s “insane”
but nobody thinks it’s fair,

that i have all of this pain,
& that she’s barely even there,

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
cuz nobody really cares,

the memory of it remains,
i’m hiding it under despair,

I’m tired of playing little games,
with silly chance and sticky air,

they gave me drugs to ease the pain,
but didn’t tell me why it’s there.

it helps me numb the pain away,
but adds nothing to my worth,

the rivers pulling me astray,
and I’m just trying to quench my thirst,

they say to take them everyday,
my views have changed about this earth,

cuz they gave me drugs to ease the pain…
but they STILL, don’t know what hurts…

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